Wo, 38 degrees. Seems like I'm getting sick like everybody else. Hope this period gets over soon. I just came back from a competition and I got through the first round! As such, I'd like to rate my performance "A". For extremely "Atrocious" and Absolutely Thrash. I didn't need boss to tell me but I already knew I had seriously disgraced not only myself but to the whole song. It was no excuse at all. I had no excuse to even be positive. I shouldn't even have won. When they announced that I got into the semi-finals, i wasn't even smiling.
This performance was the worst of my entire life and i'm utterly disappointed with myself. The very fact that I mixed up the lyrics was a total disgrace to Elson who came down to support me, to boss, to RIG and to the fans who came to listen to his song. I'd like to express my deepest apologies to senior Elson Soh for not respecting his song at all.
Today was marked a disaster and even though boss told me to accept the small failure and move on, I'd still like to reprimand myself because i thought boss didn't scold me enough. I did not remember the song, did not remember to express myself, did not.. heck, did not even remember whatever he taught me!
The semi-finals is this week and I am going to perform well. I. Am. Going. To Perform. Well. And i will drill my dance, as well as my lines to tip top and will not fail. I will pick up from this and change. This performance, although small has taught me something very important and i promise that I will very well do my best to change that. Going to rest now and get rid of my illness.
*Signing Out*
because you make me feel special.
;12:05 AM;
THE { PROFILE
NAME: Sherman Foo Zhi Yuan D.O.B: 9th July 1988 Age: I'm 22. Insituition: Currently None) Diploma: Multimedia And IT(MIT) Instrument: Happy Cellist Email: Time.Reversed@hotmail.com
THE { LIKES
FAMILY!
Basketball!
MAGIC!
BLUE AND WHITE
THE { ABHOR
THE NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY.
Getting Serious and End Up Hurt
Feeling Empty
Getting Insulted Or Accused
Getting Scolded =(