Monday, April 9, 2007
Confused. So Confused.
I'm So confused right now, I'm not sure if she's even interested in me. I don't know what she's thinking. I don't know what i'm thinking. How can i say i like fussy when i actually got wavered by another hug? Sigh. I have to think of my behaviour again.
*Signs Out*
because you make me feel special.
;8:34 PM;
Monday, April 2, 2007
Serious and Committed
I've never been said to be serious and committed before. It's always flirt, flirt and flirt. People have practically given up on me. They think that i'll never be serious. They think that i'll always play. They think that i'll be the last guy they would ever introduce to. They Are Wrong. What They do not know is this : Everytime, i'm serious, it just hurts damm bloody bad. Ever since my 2nd ex, i couldn't bring myself to believe true love forever.
And that's when i never get serious with girls. But when i knew her, she got me back to the right track, she made me remembered why are couples together in the first place even if they don't end up marrying in the end. However, she's not meant to be mine. Can i be so thick-skinned enough to steal her? And if i do, if i am, They think that i'm just playing another one again. They think that i'm trying to steal someone even though i can't.
So what if i'm serious? It'll just proves nothing to me. I was worried, worried that if this goes on, it'll be over for me. After pondering for so long, i guess it never does change. Who do i like now you ask? I'll tell yer. Fussy. Only she knows. Because only i call her that. But she will not know this blog. Neither will people anyway, haha. Ask me who do i like months later again, i'll tell you it's someone else. You guys might believe but that's because you guys don't look in my eyes. It'll still be fussy.
Seriously, i'm still unsure myself why i'm into her. My cousin scolds me stupid, but i guess it just happens sometimes isn't it. When was love not silly? Bahh. Maybe that's why single's the best. i guess she'll never know.
I don't know what i'm doing, I'm not doing anything because, I don't know how to start. It's cowardice, but i'm so confused on what to do. I don't even know how to go after her.
Anyway, gotta go now so i suppose that rounds it up.
Cheers
*Signs Off*
because you make me feel special.
;10:54 PM;
THE { PROFILE
NAME: Sherman Foo Zhi Yuan
D.O.B: 9th July 1988
Age: I'm 22.
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